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  • گفت لیکن فاش گردد ازسماع  ** کل سر جاوز الاثنین شاع 
  • He (Bú Tálib) said, “But it will be spread abroad by hearsay: every secret that passes beyond the two (who share it) becomes common talk.
  • من بمانم در زبان این عرب  ** پش ایشان خوار گردم زین سبب 
  • I shall remain (a laughing-stock) on the tongues of these Arabs: because of this I shall become despicable in their sight.”
  • لیک گر بودیش لطف ما سبق  ** کی بدی این بددلی با جذب حق 
  • But if the predestined grace had been (granted) to him, how should this faintheartedness have existed (simultaneously) with God's pull (towards Himself)?
  • الغیاث ای تو غیاث المستغیث  ** زین دو شاخه‌ی اختیارات خبیث  200
  • O Thou who art the Help of those who seek help, help (me to escape) from this pillory of wicked acts of free-will.
  • من ز دستان و ز مکر دل چنان  ** مات گشتم که بماندم از فغان 
  • By the heart's deceit and guile I have been so discomfited that I am left unable (even) to lament.
  • من که باشم چرخ با صد کار و بار  ** زین کمین فریاد کرد از اختیار 
  • Who am I? Heaven, with its hundred (mighty) businesses, cried out for help against this ambush of free-will,
  • که ای خداوند کریم و بردبار  ** ده امانم زین دو شاخه‌ی اختیار 
  • Saying, “Deliver me from this pillory of free-will, O gracious and long-suffering Lord!
  • جذب یک راهه‌ی صراط المستقیم  ** به ز دو راه تردد ای کریم 
  • The one-way pull on the straight Path is better than the two ways of perplexity, O gracious One.
  • زین دو ره گرچه همه مقصد توی  ** لیک خود جان کندن آمد این دوی  205
  • Although Thou art the entire (only) goal of these two ways, yet indeed this duality is agonising to the spirit.
  • زین دو ره گرچه به جز تو عزم نیست  ** لیک هرگز رزم هم‌چون بزم نیست 
  • Although the destination of these two ways is unto Thee alone, yet the battle is never like the banquet.”
  • در نبی بشنو بیانش از خدا  ** آیت اشفقن ان یحملنها 
  • Hearken to the explanation thereof given by God in the Qur’án, (namely) the Verse they shrank from bearing it.
  • این تردد هست در دل چون وغا  ** کین بود به یا که آن حال مرا 
  • This perplexity in the heart is like war: (when a man is perplexed he says, “I wonder) whether this is better for my case or that.”
  • در تردد می‌زند بر همدگر  ** خوف و اومید بهی در کر و فر 
  • In perplexity the fear (of failure) and the hope of success are always in conflict with each other, (now) advancing and (now) retreating.
  • مناجات و پناه جستن به حق از فتنه‌ی اختیار و از فتنه‌ی اسباب اختیار کی سماوات و ارضین از اختیار و اسباب اختیار شکوهیدند و ترسیدند و خلقت آدمی مولع افتاد بر طلب اختیار و اسباب اختیار خویش چنانک بیمار باشد خود را اختیار کم بیند صحت خواهد کی سبب اختیارست تا اختیارش بیفزاید و منصب خواهد تا اختیارش بیفزاید و مهبط قهر حق در امم ماضیه فرط اختیار و اسباب اختیار بوده است هرگز فرعون بی‌نوا کس ندیده است 
  • A prayer and a seeking refuge with God from the temptation of free-will and from the temptation of those things that minister to free-will; for the heavens and the earths dreaded and feared free-will and the things that minister to it, while the nature of Man is addicted to seeking free-will and all that ministers to his free-will; as (for example) if he is sick he feels himself to have little free-will and desires health, which ministers to free-will, in order that his free-will may be increased; and he desires high office in order that his free-will may be increased. And it was excess of free-will and of whatever ministers to it that caused the wrath of God to fall upon the peoples of the past. No one ever saw Pharaoh destitute.
  • اولم این جزر و مد از تو رسید  ** ورنه ساکن بود این بحر ای مجید  210
  • From Thee first came this ebb and flow within me; else, O glorious One, this sea (of mine) was still.
  • هم از آنجا کین تردد دادیم  ** بی‌تردد کن مرا هم از کرم 
  • From the same source whence Thou gavest me this perplexity, graciously (now) make me unperplexed likewise.
  • ابتلاام می‌کنی آه الغیاث  ** ای ذکور از ابتلاات چون اناث 
  • Thou art afflicting me. Ah, help (me), O Thou by whose affliction men are (made weak) as women.
  • تا بکی این ابتلا یا رب مکن  ** مذهبی‌ام بخش و ده‌مذهب مکن 
  • How long (will) this affliction (continue)? Do not (afflict me), O Lord! Bestow on me one path, do not make me follow ten paths!
  • اشتری‌ام لاغری و پشت ریش  ** ز اختیار هم‌چو پالان‌شکل خویش 
  • I am (like) an emaciated camel, and my back is wounded by my free-will which resembles a pack-saddle.
  • این کژاوه گه شود این سو گران  ** آن کژاوه گه شود آن سو کشان  215
  • At one moment this pannier weighs heavily on this side, at another moment that pannier sags to that side.
  • بفکن از من حمل ناهموار را  ** تا ببینم روضه‌ی ابرار را 
  • Let the ill-balanced load drop from me, that I may behold the meadow of the pious.
  • هم‌چو آن اصحاب کهف از باغ جود  ** می‌چرم ایقاظ نی بل هم رقود 
  • (Then), like the Fellows of the Cave, I shall browse on the orchard of Bounty— not awake, nay, they are asleep.
  • خفته باشم بر یمین یا بر یسار  ** برنگردم جز چو گو بی‌اختیار 
  • I shall recline on the right or on the left, I shall not roll save involuntarily, like a ball,
  • هم به تقلیب تو تا ذات الیمین  ** یا سوی ذات الشمال ای رب دین 
  • Just as Thou, O Lord of the Judgement, turnest me over either to the right or to the left.
  • صد هزاران سال بودم در مطار  ** هم‌چو ذرات هوا بی‌اختیار  220
  • Hundreds of thousands of years I was flying (to and fro) involuntarily, like the motes in the air.
  • گر فراموشم شدست آن وقت و حال  ** یادگارم هست در خواب ارتحال 
  • If I have forgotten that time and state, (yet) the migration in sleep (to the spiritual world) recalls it to my memory.